Penning My Little THOUGHTS

Like everyone i feel so fortunate to be born on a heavenly land where buddhism is widely preacticed. When people questions me about my religion i proudly reply and claim that, i am a true daughter of dharma king. And i provide the list of reasons saying i follow the path of Goddess Jetsen Dema, Jampelyang...etc.; I pray everyday for more than half an hour; I offer the butterlamps and tshog on every auspicious days to triple gem wholeheartedly; On that particular day i become vegetarian; i travel to visit holy places to get phisically liberated. My reasons were enough to make anyone who questions me belive that i am the true practitioner. My way of worshipping and practices goes on with same routines since birth i should say; because the moment i was born, like every parent my mom and dad would also take me to visit holy places and taught me how to pray for all sentient beings. Since i do this, without any hesitations i would always claim myself as the true budhist practitioner because

Why do you smile What are you smiling at Where did you get that charming smile How can you smile all along OH! I get that amusing utterance  Wherever and whomsoever i meet My old folks wonder how Strangers ask me why Crushes tell me from where And yet i stupidly smile again Out of baffling query  Everyone smiles back to me And walk away all along Though no one knows the rationale HAHA !! I smile and Smile  Even in my darkest day I smile not to lure attention I smile to enrapture everyone  B'coz they deserves joy and peace YES i smile and you too PLEASE Smile like counting the unlimited stars  Hide away your pain like eclipse does And shine brighter than ever Like moon accompanying sun in midday  SMILE to FADE away your PAIN

Every beings who merely exist on this world of illusion Seek happiness, yet nobody truly understand What factors earn and achieve happiness for eternal I want happiness and happiness is what everyone chants Right from the morning coffee till the night yawning for bed The desires to achieve peace in self drives you to accomplish it So you work on and on, only to lose your way Questioning all your doings, does it really showers The real peace in your mind that blooms happiness The unanswered  proposition often end up dreaming But limiting the desires and working on with contentment Give birth to happiness in individual which showers love and peace

How long will you be sorry to yourself ????? Shall be the question to trigger your brain  And wake you up from the long lost fantasies  Created by the shallow dreams scattered  On a ground piece by piece.  Do you know why ??? Why your dreams were shattered  You never work for what you desire You are just chasing after  The dreams of dream and yet, You fail to realize the main road And the cross road that you have  To pass through step by step  Never feel sorry to yourself For you will never grow wiser Feel fortunate that you will have An another great opportunity Twenty first century is not a time To keep on wasting it by feeling sorry Hypocrites will dance over The drama platform where you May end up being audience for The show that you will hate forever The situation will drag you down But you shall sta

........,Hmmm here again she is holding her pen, yet she is not sure what is really going in her head, she must be totally lost in her fantasy that she don’t wanna share to anybody but the unspoken pain really wounded her heart. She is non other than our cheerful lady LiLou who never fail to smile irrespective of any circumstances. LiLou lives in a small town doing a small job where she enjoys her life gracefully that is what society presumes and her close family and friend always think of her, she is never a happy girl living on this universe internally. She was and is still fighting with her own anxiety and depression ,she is a girl who carries a secret just like a depth of ocean where her close ones are not aware of what she is up to........... LiLou met with him the one she never disclose to anyone in mid summer they became too close where they consoled and comforted each other with special time and effort. As time passes by they became close enough where they could do any

In a cold winter 1994 A lovely daughter was welcomed in family And was proudly called Sherab Tshomo Name being compared to a wonders of knowledge ..............BUT................ I can't accept the name proudly Because the name weighs heavy I question myself everyday M i really what I am called as ??? No am not, I am a girl of no good; I know it's a simple plane name Now I am in my twenties Whose life is just like others Simple and worth living Triple Gem has given me everything Parents, family, teachers, and friends Yeah I accept it greedily Because I won't be able to give anything To the lord who blessed me everything Except my innocent heart, that love you.  And eternally thankful ... I always dreamt high and aspired more But landed up with what I am now Dear my triple gem please always guide  Me to follow your path And flourish my wonders of knowledge Which is blessed by YOU I owe you my Lord